Nothing but the honest truth
I still think about you when I'm sad
Wonder if you think about me sometimes too
I hope the good outweighs the bad
I'm working on ways to improve
Better than I used to be
I would normally brag it's true
But I'm feeling low on energy

I know you loathe my guts
And trust me I'm no different but
Maybe one day we'll cross paths
Maybe there's a chance we'll meet
I'd rather wish you happiness and success
'Cuz hating you takes energy

Nothing but the honest truth
I still think about you when I'm sad
Wonder if you think about me sometimes too
Show up on your feed
Unexpectedly
Reminisce the way things used to be
And all the different ways I made you laugh
And all the little ways I made you mad
I could do the same
Count the mistakes we made but
That's the energy I just don't have
Wake up to the same old pain
The humor's slowly lost on me
Knowing someone out there wants my head on a stake well
I might as well go back to sleep
I'm up for try'n to heal in different ways
And I'm not saying "turn the other cheek"
Anything feels better than regret or hate 'cuz
I don't have that kind of energy

Taking it slowly, hoping to be comfortable in my own skin
I wish you could only
In another life get to know me
So I could have the chance to do things right again
I'm not saying that we should be friends
I just don't want to be enemies
I'm so tired of having to pretend
I still have that kind of energy

None of the this or that or that or this
All the "He said, she said what?"
We said our share of shit
None of that swift haters gonna hate Taylor
We both know that throwing shade hurts
And I don't have the energy in me for psychological gymnastics
A CeeLo Green soliloquy or mean characteristics
I've tried my hand at playing it cool the silent suicide pact, I'm tired of acting like it's highschool
I'm tired of acting like it's highschool
I'm tired of the "hush-hush", stick to your guns, that deep pit in your gut
Suck it up or I'm liable
Nothing but the honest truth I swear on the bi-able
It's been a while though
Since finding justification for hate
Why should the times that were rough smother times that were great?
The feeling's tough to describe I'll try not to be vague
It's alright that things will never be the same

Nothing but the honest truth
I still think about you when I'm sad
Wonder if you think about me sometimes too
Show up in your mind time to time uninvited I
Hope it's a good one
Hope it's not bad
We had a good run with the time we had
We'll keep on running and we don't look back
'Cuz that's the energy I just don't have

Nothing but the honest truth
I think about you now that you're gone
Wonder if you think about me sometimes too and
In the future if we'd get along
I'm out of options don't know what to do
Yeah I'm not trying start world war three
Of all the stupid little things that hurt us
I don't have that kind of energy