Rxseboy
AM I REALLY THE DEVIL?
[Intro]
I've been seeing so much negativity around me lately and It's just like, am I causing it?
Am I the problem? Like
Am I the devil?
[Chorus]
Am I really the devil?
I ain't evil, but I promise it'll quickly be settled
They used to call the boy a rose
'Til they ripped every petal
A crown of thorns around my head
And now I'm looking disheveled (huh)
[Verse]
When I was six, my teacher called and told my mom I was special
Was making origami swans without the knowledge and effort
But then my parents got divorcеd, I had to conquer my mental
I turned mâché into machеtes and my life got eventful
I made a couple hundred thousand from a pencil
I just wrote the script, and characters emerged that I could vent through
Maybe I'm a schizophrenic
Nowadays there ain't a hand that you could lend me
I got people in my head I gotta tend to
I don't think I'm vengeful
I just know that if you put the glockie to my temple
The end is dreadful
And dawg, I heard you got a kid
What if that kid was fatherless
Because his father tried to take from someone he ain't meant to?
But you know how it is
It's ironic, the moment is time stoppin'
My agony cries softly
I'm tearin' up, light droplets
The tragedy, I stopped it from happening
But my mom isn't happy because the trauma has spread
Now I'm just walking along
[Chorus]
Am I really the devil?
I ain't evil, but I promise it'll quickly be settled
They used to call the boy a rose
'Til they ripped every petal
A crown of thorns around my head
And now I'm looking disheveled
But you know how it is
But you know how it is
But you know, but you know