[Verse 1]
I don't wanna bruise myself and abuse myself
Thinking what am I dope for?
I don't wanna build myself just to kill myself
Let me binge that hopecore
I just wanna find myself
When I pry myself, shit I act like I know more
I've been tryna guide myself
When I'm by myself going mad, it's a cold war

[Verse 2]
Serotonin stays inconsistent
I can't forget what I did and didn't
I spent two years tryna fix the image
But might get back being insufficient, okay
Can I just lift the sickness and risk my life on a split decision?
Abandon the shame, will the fam forgive me?
Give a fuck 'bout a lame when we stand on business, okay
Nah, who the fuck said I'm insane? (can I just lift the sickness?)
I'm not the way that they see me
Put that on my government name (can I just, can I just)
I lost a year of my life to an evil I cannot explain (can I just lift the sickness?)
Tell me if your whole world burned down
Would you still be the same?