[Chorus]
Crushin' pills isn't healthy
It just would help me
Stuck in my room gettin' tempted to end it
Never got my happy ending
I called out but my friends don't reach me
I'm too sad happiness can't teach me
I don't think I'ma find what I'm seeking
Please don't leave me

[Verse]
They don't understand but they judge me
My future gettin' ugly
If you hear this come and save me
I'm so scared I'ma snap, go crazy
Don't hit my phone I'm depressed and a mess
All you had to do was sit down send a text
But you waited too long now I'm in a vortex goin' back to the state Where I wasn't born yet
Suicide is glorified
I'm traumatized I'm mortified
Maybe there is more to find
Live a life with more designs
Too complexed I'm losin' hope
Stressin' out no antidote
Body covered kerosene
Burning up with clarity
Cold sweat scary dreams
This is so embarrassing
Sanity is perishing
Thoughts of light disparaging
[Chorus]
Crushin' pills isn't healthy
It just would help me
Stuck in my room gettin' tempted to end it
Never got my happy ending
I called out but my friend don't reach me
I'm too sad happiness can't teach me
I don't think ima find what I'm seeking
Please don't leave me
Crushin' pills isn't healthy
It just would help me
Stuck in my room gettin' tempted to end it
Never got my happy ending
I called out but my friend don't reach me
I'm too sad happiness can't teach me
I don't think ima find what I'm seeking
Please don't leave me