Rxseboy
Told you my Secrets
[Verse 1: Drex Carter]
Sometimes when it’s cold in the night and I listen
To thoughts in my skull let em talk when they visit
They asking me questions so answers I give em
But they not too happy and ask for revisions
I started to argue then I
Think to myself how I fool my own mind?
Started to think about all the lies and all of the times
I told em I’m fine
It’s to the point I believe it myself
Knowing damn well that I needed some help
Tryna to sort out the demons I dealt with
Since I was 11 or maybe was 12
Feeling alonе but I’m not feeling distant
Wondering why do I always feel different
And thеy said the answer might be a prescription
Im yelling im fine. They just tell me to listen
[Hook : Drex Carter]
Who am I when the music turns off?
Think im LOST
[Verse 2: Rxseboy]
Serotonin don't exist in my mind
You will never find a soul in my eyes
Paranoia keeps me up till I cry
Prescriptions should help, but I still wanna die
I know that I'll make it out
Maybe not. Wait a sec
I had a crazy thought
I should go drive off a bridge
Then I'll dive out the whip
Fake my death, you can't save me I'm
Already gone with the wind
Given up contact with all of my friends
It's been so long that my hair needs a trim
And my parents don't know I'm alive, it's a sin
Like do I regret it? Or should I accept it
I'd still be a loser, I'd still be pathetic
And now that I'm dead, man who knows where I'm heading
Just put on some music, and hope it gets better man I'm gone
[Hook : Drex Carter]
Who am I when the music turns off?
Think im LOST