[Chorus: Rxseboy & cavasoul]
Yeah, listen close to my words, yeah
I'm a ghost but it hurts, yeah
I got thrown to the curb, uh
All alone, it's a curse, yeah
Put my soul in a verse, woah
They don't know how it works, yeah
I've been searching for a new life
See the stepping stones in the dirt? Yeah
I want everyone to love me
I want everyone to trust me
Not gonna happen
I think about this every day
And dream about it every night
What am I lacking?
Conversations in the mirror
No one there up in the rear view
Driving alone
Got no music playing when I'm steering
Hope you like it when you hear it


[Verse: cavasoul]
Yeah
Why don’t you let me leave? I need some peace
Got a weight that’s on top of me
Am I numb or depressed as my feelings suggest?
Feel like nobody wanted me
I can't eat but I'm hungry, my body is numbing
Don't know what keeps stopping me
I'm finished
I tried fixing a problem, I'm sticking to running
Anxiety coursing right through me
This shit don't happen like shit in the movies
Should've expected to keep me protected
I had faith in an ending that's happy
Starting to notice that often don't happen
Tired of fighting the feelings I have in my body
Then saying I'm good when I'm asked
The truth is I'm upping my dosage
I smoke every day to feel okay and put on a mask
I wanted a love but it came with a tag
I wanted to smile but I'm breaking my back
Put energy in just to get nothing back
I'm not falling asleep like an insomniac
I'm losing my patience
I stare at the ceiling, my life being wasted
But I'm never changing
Hope when you hear it gets harder to face it
[Chorus: Rxseboy & cavasoul]
Yeah, I want everyone to love me
I want everyone to trust me
Not gonna happen
I think about this every day
And dream about it every night
What am I lacking?
Conversations in the mirror
No one there up in the rear view
Driving alone
Got no music playing when I'm steering
Hope you like it when you hear it
Listen close to my words, yeah
I'm a ghost but it hurts, yeah
I got thrown to the curb, uh
All alone, it's a curse, yeah
Put my soul in a verse, woah
They don't know how it works, yeah
I've been searching for a new life
See the stepping stones in the dirt? Yeah