[Intro]
(Fix the mic real quick)

[Verse 1: JayHood]
Yeah
Too many questions, no answers
Lotta people smoking, wonder if they really know 'bout cancer
Dreams turning to nightmares
Copy paste, n***as runnin' outta ideas
Gotta work over a million hours if you wanna be seen as my peer
I want it all but it's hard when you come from nothin' at all
Wish living life was as easy as pickin' up mama's calls
I need a bandage, my heart Is torn up and damaged
Drinking over the limit has now turned into my habit
Can you blame me? Yeah

[Chorus: JayHood]
If I was still alive but inside I was dyin', would you blame me? (Yeah, yeah)
If I couldn't take this pain no more, my n***a, would you blame me? (Yeah)
If I told you I ain't tryna live this lifе, would you blame me? (Yeah)
Would you blamе me?

[Verse 2: JayHood]
Yeah
Heavy on my shoulders, never speak so ain't no closure
If you open up the public might disown ya
So I suffer in private, act like I don't see them comments
You know that life is a race and I'm tryna put in some mileage
I'm spreading love but on these beats I'm makin' hits like I'm promotin' violence
You know how the drill goes, get signed and sell your soul
Convince your n***as you a player because you tryna reach your goals
In the dark but you gotta stay shining, rest in peace Makhado
Tell me n***a, would you blame me? (Yeah, yeah)
[Chorus: JayHood]
If I was still alive but inside I was dyin', would you blame me? (Yeah, yeah)
If I couldn't take this pain no more, my n***a, would you blame me? (Yeah)
If I told you I ain't tryna live this life, would you blame me? (Yeah)
Shit, would you blame me?

[Interlude: Riky Rick]

[Outro; JayHood]
Tryna tear myself outta this black hole
Imagine if your image didn't match your soul
Imagine tryna cover up your pain with clothes
Imagine if you overworked yourself but you never blow
Imagine buildin' up a legacy for years only to see that n***a fall like dominoes
Imagine being compared to these n***as who ain't even on your level
When dark days pull up I'll be smokin' on this purple
So if I decide to take my life today
Tell me n***a, would you blame me?