I found myself, the only girl who's out
The only one who's willing to take you in
There's ash in the air, flinging money everywhere
You take my keys and we go for a spin

I tell my boyfriend "Nothing in the world can make me feel okay"
Every time I drink I have too much too fast
Tonight I booked a hotel room a hundred miles away from everything
Had a fear I might have sent him to the past

And tonight I almost told another lie
Cause all I wanna do is get fucked up
Waiting for the angels to come down
Thеy take my hands and drag me to the club

I tеll my boyfriend "Nothing in the world can make me feel alive"
Every time I drink I have too much too fast
Last night I had a dream you left me half asleep and drunk behind the wheel
On the way back home I miss the turn and crash

Tonight I almost told another lie
Cause all I wanna do is get fucked up
Waiting for the angels to come down
They take my hands and drag me to the club

The wings that let me fly don't seem to work
The things that bring me joy drive me to tears
The things that made my world can't be reversed
The day I'm out of work and out of peers
Tonight I almost told another lie
Cause all I wanna do is get fucked up
Waiting for the angels to come down
They take my hands and drag me to the club

I tell my boyfriend "Nothing in the world can bring me back to life"
I'd do anything to feel it for the first time
And I feel like the angels pulled a joke on me, they laugh and turn their backs
They leave the club and set the place on fire

I couldn't make it up if that's enough
The girls, they tell me I'm allowed of love