Living like it's the last day in ma life
Feelin like I can't say what's right
I don't really blame you
I don't really blame you

I just wanted you to be by ma side
I just wanted you to light up ma life
Let me in and I will show you what I hide
I will always let you be ma guide

Baby please am dead inside
Give me hope or show me the light
But I don't really blame you
But i don't wanna lose you

Thinking about all the things that we did
Baby all the memories we shared
Baby I just miss you on ma bed
I just miss your smile your smell all that shit

Remеmber how you said things that wasn't true
Remеmber all the shit that've been through
I treated you good and that's all I can do
But baby that wasn't enough for you

Shit just got heavy and your were ma escape
When I think about it all I feel is pain
God I know that I wasn't a saint
But God please help me to get hailed
Takin some meds to know how to live
Feelin that life turned to be a bitch
But I don't really blame you
I don't really blaame you