Had to lose it all, to find myself
Lost my heart and my soul and my health
Shut the fuck up you dont know what ive felt
Yeah ive been on my lonely had to it myself
Had to lose it all, to find myself
Lost my heart and my soul and my health
Shut the fuck up you dont know what ive felt
Yeah ive been on my lonely had to it myself

Ill buy your lies i swear im your top consumer
And ive been tryna smile alot but its not for humor
Its a mask to hide the pain thats rooted in me like tumors
If a doctors finna operate tell em use a bazooka
They ask me why i wanna kill myself
I guess thats cause everyday i dont feel like myself
My soul and my emotions are but remnants on a shelf
My thoughts so hot i feel like my skulls finna melt
I often wonder why i had to hold it down
While you went and fucked around
Told me we were safe and sound
Took my heart and then you tossed it on the ground
Took my heart and then you tossed it on the ground

Had to lose it all, to find myself
Lost my heart and my soul and my health
Shut the fuck up you dont know what ive felt
Yeah ive been on my lonely had to it myself
Had to lose it all, to find myself
Lost my heart and my soul and my health
Shut the fuck up you dont know what ive felt
Yeah ive been on my lonely had to it myself
I know that ive never been the best
But if you get one more text from your ex
Im catchin a flight to snap his neck
Boy stop spittin for aesthetic you just love to play to pretend
I fucking hate you ill let everyone know
If we ever cross paths im stickin you in the nose
Bullets in his body yeah thats just a Holy Ghost
This ain't even close too the range that my anger goes
Ive been stabbed in the back way too many fuckin times
Ive been trippin hopin karma comes and has you traumatized
And i know all about the sick and sadistic shit you like
My shoulders feelin like boulders with these devils and i

Had to lose it all, to find myself
Lost my heart and my soul and my health
Shut the fuck up you dont know what ive felt
Yeah ive been on my lonely had to it myself
Had to lose it all, to find myself
Lost my heart and my soul and my health
Shut the fuck up you dont know what ive felt
Yeah ive been on my lonely had to it myself