[Intro]
Conversations with myself...
Like is there anybody left that's in this world that gives a fuck bout me?
Cause I done dealt with back stabbings
That's when they left, I got another one that's when they double backed on me
And I don't really understand it
I ain't gon' lie man that shit be doing damage
And I don't really understand it
I ain't gon' lie man that shit be doing damage
[Verse 1]
Caught in the middle just like a net, no Serena man I'm Selena's son
Saying I'm entitled but you leave and always give me some
Asking where'd my feelings go? Why I treat you like a hoe?
Real authentic love and feelings for you I just couldn't show
Scared of attachments, scared of fake promises
Always felt you more when you was you and gave me honesty
Let your friends tell it, you've been fucking for a long time
Ask me how I got the dime? Save that for another rhyme
I just thought you should've known, kept it G because we're grown
Brushing shoulders with bitches you idolizing, always and forever like your favorite song
Funny cause you came and went, guessing when it came to me the love went poof and didn't stick
Damaged from my past, but never damaged by just one bitch
Keep it real with you, gotta pay me if you want this dick
Never mind receiving love, always need a plan B
I regret a couple bitches Niya, Dahn, Angie
Crazy cause I tried but shit got tricky with a family
I know you can't stand me, but I hope you understand me
I know you can't stand me, but I hope you understand me