Lyrics from Snippet

I never thought shit would play out the way it did
I ain't gon' lie, this shit hurt me for real
Well, I'ma be fine, this shit is what it is
I'm gettin' high, I'm tryna deal with myself
Tryna numb the pain (Numb the pain)
This shit ain't been the same since you walked away
How the fuck you gon' sit back and act like I'm to blame?
I can't let you do this all over again
Oh you, you just can't help yourself
Oh you, you put me off the [?]
Oh, yeah...