[Intro: NLE Choppa]
Ayy, mmm

[Chorus: NLE Choppa]
My eyes closed, I don't wanna see
My mind gone, I can't sleep
I ain't got no appetite, I can't even eat
It's kinda hard being me
My eyes closed, I can't see
My mind gone, I can't sleep
I ain't got no appetite, I can't even eat
It's kinda hard being me

[Verse 1: NLE Choppa]
D-E-P-R-E-S-S-I-O-N
A real street n***a, but I got depression
A lot of things really left my feelings hurtin'
Just wanna please everybody, I'm not perfect
I tried to do right and be your stepping stone
But you ain't do right, you even did me wrong
And I don't know which world that I'm standing on
I just wanna be left in thе room with microphones
My dad held me on thе couch when Mike was on
Your feelings get hurt and then you get your typing on
I miss my n***a you just know he got indicted, oh
I just wanna see all my dawgs comin' home
I'ma kill 'em, I'ma kill 'em, I'ma kill 'em
And I'ma get three motherfuckin' rid of
They say Lil Choppa, he be jiggin' in his riddim
They say Lil Choppa, he be shootin' at his victims
A lot of n***as tried to play and they got bodied
And if I ever did you wrong, bitch, I'm sorry
I pop the Percocets, I don't fuck with the molly
I killed him, but I keep on shooting at his body
[Chorus: NLE Choppa]
My eyes closed, I don't wanna see
My mind gone, I can't sleep
I ain't got no appetite, I can't even eat
It's kinda hard being me
My eyes closed, I can't even see
My mind gone, I can't even sleep
I ain't got no appetite, I can't even eat
It's kinda hard being me

[Verse 2: The Kid Laroi]
Where you at? What the fuck? I still don't really know what's up
Retail therapy, when I walk into the store, I'm tryna replace your love, okay
Spent a week, pourin' up, it's a whole lotta pain in the cup
Sippin' slow, keep my pain on the tuck, you had me really believin' in love
You said you loved on the kid, that was serious, don't say sorry, I'm really not hearin' it
Off some shit and it's got me delirious, I fucked up too, that's point blank, period
Heard all that shit and I'm curious, all I do is just pray it ain't true
Yeah, I'd rather talk to you, but you just gon' waste my time

[Chorus: NLE Choppa]
My eyes closed, I don't wanna see
My mind gone, I can't sleep
I ain't got no appetite, I can't even eat
It's kinda hard being me
My eyes closed, I can't even see
My mind gone, I can't even sleep
I ain't got no appetite, I can't even eat
It's kinda hard being me
My eyes closed, I can't even see
My mind's gone, I can't even sleep
I ain't got no appetite, I can't even eat
It's kinda hard being me