Take a good look and tell me what the fuck you see

If you could turn around you think you'd find another me

Oh you won't? is that a good thing?

Go ahead turn your back on me and what we could be

Peep the mood ring, look. it stay on black

I hate me, I love you; but I ain't gon say all that

I love me, I hate you; now take that and run with it

I see ya, it's the idea, not me you in love with

But I beat until it's burgundy
I need it so urgently

And I don't care about your new man and if he heard of me

It's so absurd how you on my dick and on my nerves

But the past already passed it's for and birds and the chirps

I could either jump off of this cliff or just light this spliff
Fuck it, bitch. I just might kiss lips
With you

But if I lean in
I go against what I believe in

You the habit that I'm leaving, but it's you I love to be in

I think about you so frequent, but not about us

Because what we had and what we could've had is left in the dust

Pray another one dont bite it or have anything like it

I mean fuck it, why not, what we had was so exciting

But there's more to us; but then there's more than us

Because only we fucked up because we was forcing us

And we couldn't let time do its dirt or its work

So it ain't work, now u ain't mines and i ain't yours

Ain't nobody perfect, but everybody worth it
No pain no gain, so i'ma come up from this hurting

The future's uncertain

I'ma just hope that i can be alive before my
Curtains close. i hope you know

That ain't nobody perfect, but everybody worth it

No pain no gain, so i'ma come up from this hurting

The future's uncertain

I'ma just hope that i can be alive before my curtains close i hope you know

[Hook]

If only you and I could just look up to the stars

We'd remember how big and small that we are

And I swear to god if I was just up to par

I wouldn't even fucking think about crashing this car

If only you and I could just look up to the stars
We'd remember how big and small that we are

And I swear to god if I was just up to par

I wouldn't even think about crashing this car

I wish though

I ain't have to be ignorant to be blissful

I hate being scared, I hate being aware, I hate being prepared

I wish though

I ain't have to be ignorant to be blissful

And I hate that I gotta expect the worst.. to avoid getting hurt