[Hook: Jacky Chen & Juzo]
Lost in my memories
I just wanna be free right now
But things have been so hard
That I don't really know what to do no more
Praying everything will be okay
Praying everything will be okay
Praying everything will be okay
[Verse 1: Juzo]
Time is barely moving, life has slowed down
Sinking in the present cause I'm zoned out
Need to bring me back, my mind is locked down
In the past like I'm living in a ghost town
I can hear your voice in some melodies
Thinking 'bout our dreams that will never be
Everything seems to remind me of you
The smell of my cologne, the clothes you used to loan, man
Reminiscing on the times that we had
Late night Skype calls and hanging out with your fam
Feel like I took all of those moments for granted
Sometimes I be feeling like those things never actually happened
Dang I really miss ya
But the baggage that we have is keeping us at a distance
It's so difficult to let go of you
Cause deep down I still can't believe that we're through
[Hook: Jacky Chen & Juzo]
Lost in my memories
I just wanna be free right now
But things have been so hard
That I don't really know what to do no more
Praying everything will be okay
Praying everything will be okay
Praying everything will be okay
[Interlude: Anique]
I don't get why people are afraid of being alone
When all it takes is self-commitment and self-love
Our love is the only thing that's gonna satisfy us
You know like, we turn to other people to fill in our own voids
And we end up hurting each other because obviously
Other people's love isn't gonna be enough
To heal us and fill us up
[Verse 2: Juzo]
I still remember my confession when we at the dock
And the roads in Mercer Island where we used to walk
Deeply regret the way I acted on the days we fought
I guess I wasn't really ready as much as I thought
To love you the same way God adores you
Instead I was selfish wanting more you
These memories of you are destroying me
And it hurts even more that you're avoiding me
I wish I was more patient when we were together
I wish I was more kind when it really mattered
I wish that I could do it all over again
I wish that you would give me another chance
But regardless all of this made me a better man
And at the very least I want you to understand
That I love you from the bottom of my heart
And I always will no matter how far we grow apart