[Verse 1]
Suicide how I drive at night
Swerving through the lane I hit the wall at 95
Pop the pills like I'm tryna die
Hit the floor and close my eyes I think it's alright
I hate my life, just wanna finish it
But I'm too scared to pull the trigger and fucking end it

[Chorus]
I'm living a nightmare
Wake up only see the despair
Hit up my phone act like I don't care
Fucked my life up
Blood in my eyes and in my hair
I'm living a nightmare
Wake up only see the despair
Hit up my phone act like I don't care
Fucked my life up
Blood in my eyes and in my hair

[Verse 2]
And I still miss all of your messages
Wrote you a note but I'm never gonna send that shit
Your just a bad dream giving me anxiety
Woke up crying this morning wonder what that means
[Chorus]
I'm living a nightmare
Wake up only see the despair
Hit up my phone act like I don't care
Fucked my life up
Blood in my eyes and in my hair
I'm living a nightmare
Wake up only see the despair
Hit up my phone act like I don't care
Fucked my life up
Blood in my eyes and in my hair