[Verse 1: Kam Michael]
Yeah
I really I hate to reminisce
I thought you'd be the one, but you threw away the bliss
You took away my heart and you threw it in abyss
Now I'm stuck inside the dark, only lighting up the spliff
-spark spark- hit, I've been trying to forget
Busy feeling pain, 'cuz you loved to play pretend
Nothing I can gain, I've been burried in a ditch. Never switched but you did, now I'm puffing on the cigs
Look
Baby, I've been feeling broken
Really I've been lost in my mind, you wouldn't notice
I tried to brush it but I've been searching for motive
Yeah, see, I've been... look...
Living in my head but i'm feeling like it's hell
Every since you left me I've been crying out for help
Really feeling low, and there's no one I can tell
So I've been wasting time, tryna' knock it off the shelf
You said I'll never make it, I'm too focused on the plan
You took me to the bottom, now it's hard for me to stand
I thought you were the one but you would never understand
Yeah, see you would never understand...

[Hook: Alex M. Brinkley]
Oh I'm still searching, bleeding
Standing on the edge
Watching, learning how to love again

[Verse 2: Joey Nato]
Yeah, Nato
Hold me back? You never held me back
I know I might've said it, I ain't mean all that
I was stressing 'cuz I wasn't progressing
I learned a lesson, if we stir deep it don't mean we lean on that. What I'm saying is sexting ain't loving. Yeah, I took you for a ride be we got lost or something. Or the engine failed, the engine ain't running. Like I skipped class, I can feel da' tension coming
Tensions between us rise, it's unreal. First date with you I was paying for the meal. Now I'm eating my words and I'm paying for real. You were looking for love and I was chasing the mill. And I lost you. Worst than that, I probably scar'd you. You would text you love me, I'd text "I heart you"
'Cuz I didn't wanna' write the 4 letters. I've been double crossed before, I know better but...
I ain't ever have to put you on the backburner like that
Never meant to hurt you like that
I hope that time heals all.... but only time will tell, yeah
Now I know that you're gonna' find a man that you're really meant to be with, who can drive his plan. So understand you're worth it. Everything is perfect, but for now you're still saying:

[Hook: Alex M. Brinkley]
Oh I'm still searching, bleeding
Standing on the edge
Watching, learning how to love again
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