[Intro: Seanii]
I wanna throw it all way
'Cause I'm wasting away
Why don't I ever feel okay?
Will I ever feel okay?

[Chorus: Seanii]
When I'm in the dark I'm alive
Leave it up to me to decide
Baby, will I do or will I die?
Baby, tell me is that shit a lie?
I don't get the point in tryna hide
Nah, I ain't like all those other guys
I let it come to you as a surprise
Maybe one day I'ma be alright

[Verse 1: Kam Michael]
Yeah, and when it comes to being low, I'm losing track of time
I'm tired of waiting for the days that I can say I'm fine
I'm filled with pain, it hurts to say that I've been living lies
But nowadays, it's like I'm best at only cutting ties
And honestly, see I've been better off alone
All the shit that's happened to me, try to keep it on the low
I was broken with no help, nobody hitting up my phone
So when you see I'm doing fine, expect to only hear a tone

[Pre-Chorus: Seanii]
I wanna throw it all way
'Cause I'm wasting away
Why don't I ever feel okay?
Will I ever feel okay?

[Chorus: Seanii]
When I'm in the dark I'm alive
Leave it up to me to decide
Baby, will I do or will I die?
Baby, tell me is that shit a lie?
I don't get the point in tryna hide
Nah, I ain't like all those other guys
I let it come to you as a surprise
Maybe one day I'ma be alright

[Verse 2: Kam Michael]
Yeah, and when it comes to finding love it's like I'm holding curses
It's hard to show my emotions 'cause lately I've been hurting
I'm tired of losing my mind is broken, my chest is burning
The only time I feel decent is when I'm off the bourbon
And when I'm gone I really hope they understand
I've been down so many times and now it's hard to make amends
I was tied up and depressed, nobody had the help to lend
And I've been havin' troubles heavy, think I'm moving to an end

[Pre-Chorus: Seanii]
I wanna throw it all way
'Cause I'm wasting away
Why don't I ever feel okay?
Will I ever feel okay?

[Chorus: Seanii]
When I'm in the dark I'm alive
Leave it up to me to decide
Baby, will I do or will I die?
Baby, tell me is that shit a lie?
I don't get the point in tryna hide
Nah, I ain't like all those other guys
I let it come to you as a surprise
Maybe one day I'ma be alright