[Hook]
I been goin' through alot ain't nobody know
I been callin' out to God, he ain't near the phone
I been goin' through it, I been goin' through it
Need someone to come and help me, I'm a fuckin lose it
I been goin' through alot ain't nobody know
I been callin' out to God, he ain't near the phone
I been goin' through it, I been goin' through it
Need someone to come and help me, I'm a fuckin lose it

[Verse]
Life's has been gettin' really hard lately, damn
If I talk about it then I'm called weak, damn
Tryna talk to God but I think he hates me, damn
Feel like no cares so I don't speak
That's how I feel all the time
All of my pain I keep it inside
I work at a job that I fuckin' despise, that's not a surprise
I rather be home just writin' my rhymеs
When the fuck am I gon' make it?
My patiеnce really runnin' low
I just wanna be the greatest
I'm takin' the crown and the throne
But, I haven't been happy in months
I'm fightin' my demons they fuckin' me up
I haven't been sleepin' well
I even had thoughts about killin' myself
Where the fuck is God?, cause I need the help
I'm 24 and I feel like I failed already
Watchin' my peers succeed
I'm chasin' my dreams and haven't achieved
I'm tired of takin' these L's already
All that surround me are clouds that are grey
The cats and the dogs are the sound of the rain
I'm prayin' and hopin' for some sunny days
Feel like my happiness locked in a cage
Something gotta fuckin' change
Nowadays I don't even wanna put a smile on my face
I shed so many tears I'm drownin' in my pain
[Hook]
I been goin' through alot ain't nobody know
I been callin' out to God, he ain't near the phone
I been goin' through it, I been goin' through it
Need someone to come and help me, I'm a fuckin lose it
I been goin' through alot ain't nobody know
I been callin' out to God, he ain't near the phone
I been goin' through it, I been goin' through it
Need someone to come and help me, I'm a fuckin lose it