These past couple months
Been kinda weird for me, yeah
Not sure which way is right
Or is taking a wrong step
Takes me out of the way I'm supposed to go on

Or like
Is there even a way I'm supposed to go on
Or is it all just chaos
I mean

There's a tiny voice in me
Telling me I'm special
And that it's just a matter of time
But, I mean
It's hard not to compare where I am now
With where I wanna be

Did I give away my best years
Chasing something that I'm not
It's kinda too late to pretend I'm someone else now
Right?
It's kinda too late to pretend I'm someone else now

These past couple months
Been on repeat for me, yeah
And I know one day I'll change
But one day is always the same distance from me

Did I give away my best years
Chasing something that I'm not
It's kinda too late to pretend I'm someone else now
Right?
It's kinda too late to pretend I'm someone else now

If I wait too long
I'll always be right here
If I act too soon
I'll burn and disappear
It's kinda too late to pretend I'm someone else now