PART I: "Pain"

(Intro)
*ahem*
Just turn me up
Yeah

(Verse 1)
I hate how people change
It’s like nothin can ever stay the same
I just wanna blow my brains so I don’t feel the pain
And all that lean for the pressure I poured it down the drain
'cause it just gives me a feelin' that I just can’t explain
Losing focus I don’t have nobody else
Because i’m broken and hopeless and all by myself
Don’t nobody ever listen when I cry for help
A lot of times we lose our minds just so we can find ourselves
Have you ever seen your girl with another guy?
Or wakin' up late nights to hear your mama cry?
Or gettin news out blue that your homie died
If people show they true colors, i’m color blind
Rub my eyes hope in I can see it
Tell me that you love me baby I hope that you mean it
If you did why i’m your recently deleted
You used to be my angel now you just one of my demons
They took 21, they took 69
Uzi quit on me and my n***a X died
Tay-K n young boy did some stuff they ain’t even 21
I’m just tryna be a legend for my time is done

PART II: "Cure"

(Refrain)
But at this point, I don't care
Im'ma just sip this last cup and go sleep
And will I wake up? well, we gon' see
It's not up to me
It's not up to me, yeah
But I don't care at this point
Im'ma just sip this last cup and go sleep
And will I wake up? well we gon' see
It's not up to me
It's not up to me, yeah

(Verse 2)
Thoughts racing in my head
Tellin' me to close my eyes and fall asleep
I’m better off dead
That I never have to wake up again
That I never have to feel this way no more
But I thought about my family and friends
What they would have to think
How they’re heart would break and sink
Hate myself for the fact that I came so close to die from a overdose
Adios
Leavin' my whole life behind over a hoe
I just needed drugs just to help me cope
I just wanna lose control
I'm done with getting played and this the antidote