[ Mic Righteous ]

I can see my life fading away
Reality has ripped me in half and it plays with my brain
To the point i can't sleep
So I'm staying up late blazing an eighth
Trying to put all of my pain on a page
I'm sick of living this life
Everyday is the same
Looking for ways to escape from this dangerous place
I'll say it straight to your face we need to wake up and change
And make it today because tomorrow God could take you away

[ It's real... ]

We're only getting closer to the ending
I can't even look in Gooner's eyes
I don't know what to tell him
I ain't even called him we was all closer than bredrins
Like brothers from other mothers, now we hardly have a friendship
I couldn't leave the roads alone
We only got arrested, the rest of us grew apart
And the phonies got deflected
Nothing ever lasts and I know it's hard to accept it
Yeah I miss the past but I know it's not the ending, check
I see the same thing wherever I go
Sick of living in little Britain where the weather is cold
But the rent's high, the pay's low
You get a loan to settle debts
It's easier to be on benefits then just get on the dole
You've been left alone, to get that extra dough
So you hit the road, and start pedalling O's
Little Mic got caught on Ethelbert Road getting involved
Now he's laid up in a cell on his own sending V.O.'s
I get the feeling that we're meant to be broke
When it comes to making money man are mentally slow
Can't pay the tenancy and spend their last tenner on crow
They locked my brother behind bars and wasn't letting him go
Can't do a fucking YouTube video
Without them thinking I'm sniffing coke
I'm different I know, I start itching my nose
Go into this militant mode whenever I flow

[ Yo...]

Drugs have got a hold of me, and they ain't letting me go
Got me questioning myself whether I'm ready to blow
It's the devil in my head that keeps telling me no
Not knowing that seed of doubt would eventually grow
If I fed it with my faith it would embed in my skull
The deeper the roots of the lie the less you start believing the truth
It's like defeat is in your eye and you can't keep it
From the people you hold close or the friends that you know
From the people you hold close or the friends that you know

I used to think my destiny was set into stone
Would you believe the rumours if they never left you alone
So negative don't ever think that it's the end of the road
Hopeless forgetting everything I've ever been told
I close my eyes and picture heaven because hell is my home
Stay true to myself never consider selling my soul
Walk alone treading treacherous roads been 'round the coast
But It's terrible wherever I go, derelict homes
Poverty pushing people to the edge of control
Kids are sick of their lives and the pressures at home
My mother run away from me when I was 7 years old
The other day she swallowed my pride and tried belling my phone
But I'm sick of trying we need some kind of family support
I don't even feel like we talk that's what family's for
My dad says he don't know who I am anymore
My best friends ain't fam anymore
My own fam think I don't wanna rap anymore
My girl left because she thinks I ain't the man anymore
If God never had a plan then why'd he challenge me for
Time to face my reality bring the man in my forth
No more!
I ain't taking no more shit, no more shit
If there was, no more me there would no more this
If I ain't have a purpose, then what I write no more
And tell the truth I don't wanna live a life no more
Ya check
I don't wanna live a life like this, I don't wanna live my life like this no more blood
I don't wanna live my life like this, I don't wanna live my life like this no more blood
I don't wanna live my life like this, I don't wanna live my life like this no more blood
I don't wanna live my life like this, I don't wanna live my life like this
I love the roadside, reminds me of my old life
How my mandem were so hype
But we moved on, got our own lives
I remember being at my old house getting so high
Filming freestyles on an old mobile phone vibe
And putting em' online, it was show time
Yeah that, whole vibe was so real
Those lines
I don't wanna live a life like this that was 05
And I don't still
One, Dreamland 28th of October I can't say no more