[Intro: Josh A]
I don't wanna go back there
I don't wanna throw my life away
I don't wanna go back there
I don't wanna throw my life away
[Verse 1: Josh A]
Yeah I know it's really hard, I know it's sad to say
That I've been thinking I lived all of my brighter days
I wish I could find a purpose, wish to find a way
But I've been trapped inside my brain with this anxiety
I'm running, I've been running from my problems
Think it's time I go and solve them
I've been down this road too often, woah-oh
[Refrain: Josh A]
I don't wanna go back there
I don't wanna throw my life away
I don't wanna go back there
I don't wanna throw my life away
[Chorus: Josh A]
I don't wanna go back there
I don't wanna throw my life away
I don't wanna go back there
I don't wanna throw my life and
All my friends got so much dread and
I try to show them all the brighter things and
All my friends got so much dread and
I try to show them, the brighter side of life
[Refrain: Josh A]
I don't wanna go back there
I don't wanna throw my life away
I don't wanna go back there
I don't wanna throw my life away
[Verse 2: Jake Hill]
I try my best to chase the sun, I'm only feelin' the rain
And nobody really knows that I'm just ridin' the waves
And when you see me, you gon' notice that I'm holding my breath 'Cause every step I take is only so much closer to death, damn
I've got a lot of things goin' on
I came up, made rounds but I'm still down
I've got a lot of stress on my back, I lay down, heart pounds
I don't like that
[Refrain: Josh A]
I don't wanna go back there
I don't wanna throw my life away
I don't wanna go back there
I don't wanna throw my life away
[Chorus: Josh A]
I don't wanna go back there
I don't wanna throw my life away
I don't wanna go back there
I don't wanna throw my life and
All my friends got so much dread and
I try to show them all the brighter things and
All my friends got so much dread and
I try to show them, the brighter side of life
[Outro: Josh A]
I don't wanna go back there
I don't wanna throw my life away
I don't wanna go back there
I don't wanna throw my life away