[Chorus]
Ay, I wasn't wishin' on a star, I was wishin' the pack land
We in the club to see where the licks at
We in this bitch askin' bitches for lap dances
Learned more from the scale than what I learned in math clases
'Cause all of my family was trappers and crackheads
Daddy was a pimp, slappin' hoes with the back hand
Shot me a n***a through the Glock in the trash can
Hit a n***a up, sell a Glock for a hunnid
I had my bitch burn my clothes with a lighter and gas can and threw a couple of hunnid
I had to cut off my brother and one of my best friends, n***as couldn't keep it two hunnid
Understand, loyalty the only thing I ever wanted
They told me ''Stay down, you gon' get what you want''
But trauma and pain is not what I wantеd

[Verse]
This shit here foreal, bеtter ask my mammy
Used to walk 'round the corner and serve my granny
Got a plug out in Cali, a plug out in Tosor, a plug in the city and a plug in Miami
Bandit, I had to take what I wanted was none of this shit here handed
Everytime I turn around I get stabbed in the back, I'm surprised that I'm still standin'
Gotta get a lil' meaner when they take ya kindness for granted, 'cause that's when they take advantage
Can't think with your heart, 'cause the more that you use it, it make it more difficult for you to manage
I'm hurt, but I know it get better with time
I'm laughin' and smilin' on the outside, but on the inside, n***a, I've been ready to die
Been callin' that lil' girl my daughter, but just found out whole time that she wasn't even mine
Get put through the worst and still act like I'm fine
'Cause one day the sun gotta shine
Ain't none perfect, 'cause one day we all gotta cry
One day we wake up and one day we don't, 'cause one day we all gotta die
I can be two states away, but still one call away, if I love you then I got your spine
I just accepted the fact that I'm cursed
I done seen shit go from bad to the worst
I done seen n***as get put in that dirt
Ever since I put my feelings and lastin' my money in first I've been numb to the hurt
I'm takin' whatever come with this shit, never been scared of death, I'm prepared for a hearse
That's why I pray for the best and prepare for the worst, n***a
[Chorus]
Ay, I wasn't wishin' on a star, I was wishin' the pack land
We in the club to see where the licks at
We in this bitch askin' bitches for lap dances
Learned more from the scale than what I learned in math clases
'Cause all of my family was trappers and crackheads
Daddy was a pimp, slappin' hoes with the back hand
Shot me a n***a through the Glock in the trash can
Hit a n***a up, sell a Glock for a hunnid
I had my bitch burn my clothes with a lighter and gas can and threw a couple of hunnid
I had to cut off my brother and one of my best friends, n***as couldn't keep it two hunnid
Understand, loyalty the only thing I ever wanted
They told me ''Stay down, you gon' get what you want''
But trauma and pain is not what I wanted