[Verse 1]
I'm hanging on by a thread, I got these thoughts in my head
The kind that won't let me rest, I swear, I'm trying my best
I cancelled all of my plans, I cut off all of my friends
I only trust on one hand, I say "I'm sorry" too fast

[Pre-Chorus]
Oh, I've got it all
Figured out, but I don't (But I don't)
When I fall down, I know
I could change, but I won't

[Chorus]
I'm not a monster, I'm just a maniac
I'm not crazy, I take a pill for that
I'm a disaster, goin' down way too fast
I may have been shattered, but I'll put the pieces back
And it feels like everybody's out to get me
Feels like they keep forgetting
I'm not a monster, I'm just a maniac
I'm not crazy, I take a pill for that

[Post-Chorus]
I take a pill for that

[Verse 2]
I'm scared of what I'll become, can't undo the things I'vе done
I tried to hide who I was, fеlt like I wasn't enough
It's like a fight to the death, feels like a knife in my chest
Constantly gasping for breath, don't know how much I've got left
[Pre-Chorus]
Oh, I've got it all
Figured out, but I don't (But I don't)
When I fall down, I know
I could change, but I won't

[Chorus]
I'm not a monster, I'm just a maniac (I'm not a monster)
I'm not crazy, I take a pill for that
I'm a disaster, goin' down way too fast (I'm a disaster)
I may have been shattered, but I'll put the pieces back
And it feels like everybody's out to get me
Feels like they keep forgetting
I'm not a monster, I'm just a maniac (I'm not a monster)
I'm not crazy, I take a pill for that

[Instrumental Bridge]

[Chorus]
I'm not a monster, I'm just a maniac
I'm not crazy, I take a pill for that
I'm a disaster going down way too fast (I'm a disaster)
I may have been shattered, but I'll put the pieces back
And it feels like everybody's out to get me
Feels like they keep forgetting
I'm not a monster, I'm just a maniac (I'm not a monster)
I'm not crazy, I take a pill for that
[Outro]
I take a pill for that