[Verse 1: BLCKK]
And if you find my fuckin' body on the floor
Just know I didn't wanna do this anymore
I used to think about the way that I would pull it off
I'm leavin' letters for my family on the door
I try to keep this shit from turnin' to a war
But all the promises you made, you fuckin' swore
And I could never be content, I wanted more
I send you messages, some more you could ignore
And I was hopin' that my mental could restore
This shit ain't my responsibility, it's yours
To be happy, and you, I did adore
But now I'm diggin' for options inside my drawers
And I can't even focus on the shit I wanna say
I got a million little demons in my head, like, every day
They don't play, motherfucker, I can tell you that
They got me thinkin' I should fuck around and pray
They got me thinkin' I should change the color in the bath
They got me thinkin' shit that I don't wanna say
(Yuh, yuh)
But either fuckin' way I'm 'bout to die one day (Uh)
It might as well be now
I ain't got shit left that I could live for now
Keep telling me that I'ma get better, bitch, how?
I ain't waitin' no more, I think I want death now
And I don't care what I gotta do
Go through bricks with my bare fuckin' fists
Just so I could have one night with my family
And look around and not fuckin' doubt this shit
Is it worth it if I stick around?
I'm causin' way more pain than I ever could happiness
Fuck around and hit the ground
I'm takin' more people with me if I keep on breathin'
[Refrain: BLCKK]
And I don't know what your intentions are at all
I feel so small, yeah

[Interlude: BLCKK]
And I don't know what your intentions are at all
I feel so small, yeah
I don't know what your intentions are at all
I feel so small, yeah

[Chorus: BLCKK & Lil Darkie & BLCKK]
Hope my life don't crash and burn
And I'm out next year, so I hope you learn
That I can't live down what you did to me
But I will not frown 'cause it's meant to be
Hope my life don't crash and burn
And I'm out next year, so I hope you learn
That I can't live down what you did to me
But I will not frown 'cause it's meant to be (Yeah)

[Refrain: BLCKK & Lil Darkie]
And I don't know what your intentions are at all
I feel so small, yeah
And I don't know what your intentions are at all
I feel so small, yeah
[Verse 2: Lil Darkie & Lil Darkie & BLCKK]
Yuh, negative energy spread inside of the Hennessy
Many indebted to all my n***as sat in the credit
Did intentions, the few embedded in my temple out my dental
Fentanyl is taking my n***as up all these rentals, ornamental
Parental, please, be gentle, lest I end up you
I like to write my Haikus, that was the last line I choose
I like the sky in my blues, I'm talkin' cyan chartreuse
I'm gettin' high with my crew, but steady cryin' 'bout you
I need a way to go
If you pay, I'll show my one true life to you
Pitiful, won't point that pipe to you
Stay afloat, don't see that side, do you?
I need a way to go
If you pay, I'll show my one true life to you
Pitiful, won't point that pipe to you
Stay afloat, don't see that side, do you?

[Refrain: BLCKK & Lil Darkie & Lil Darkie]
And I don't know what your intentions are at all
I feel so small, yeah
And I don't know what your intentions are at all
I feel so small, yeah (Yeah)

[Outro: Lil Darkie]
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