[Chorus]
I swear, I wake up dead when I'm tryna stay alive, ayy
I pop a Xan just to hide from my pride, ayy
Look you in your eyes, see myself, I'm tryna die, ayy
It's suicide, ayy, it's suicide, ayy
Told so many lies, yeah, I told so many lies, ayy, uh
Tried to hide from all the facts that I denied, ayy
I see the tears as they roll from your eyes, ayy
It's suicide, ayy, it's suicide, ayy (Yeah, yeah)

[Verse 1: Xay Hill]
I can't stand to see myself, I've been trippin' (I be trippin')
It's like I'm 'bout to die and no one will ever miss me (No one ever miss me)
Fell in love with death, and I love the way she kiss me (Ooh-ooh)
Blood all on my hand, and I love the way it's drippin'
Yeah, I admit it, I've been fallin' (Woah), slippin' to the wrong place (Yeah)
I'm lookin' for the trouble, but I answer when it calls me (Yeah-yeah, yeah-yeah)
I've been feelin' faded, I've been leanin' for the wrong things (Ooh)
They say I am a angel, but my halo's steady fallin'

[Chorus]
I swear, I wake up dead when I'm tryna stay alive, ayy
I pop a Xan just to hide from my pride, ayy
Look you in your eyes, see myself, I'm tryna die, ayy
It's suicide, ayy, it's suicide, ayy
Told so many lies, yeah, I told so many lies, ayy, uh
Tried to hide from all the facts that I denied, ayy
I see the tears as they roll from your eyes, ayy
It's suicide, ayy, it's suicide, ayy (Yeah, yeah)
[Verse 2]
You took my hand, when I'm tryin' to make it [?]
[?] me right now when I feel there's no hope
[?] when I'm starin' at my soul
I tried to die, but you wouldn't let me go
Ayy, trouble with my patience, I'm underrated (Underrate-)
So deep in my sin, I hope that you still come and save me (Oh-ooh-woah, ayy)
She smiled in my face, I felt my heart, it start to race me (It start to race me)
It start to race me (Woo!), I see you saved me (I see you saved me)

[Chorus]
I swear, I wake up dead when I'm tryna stay alive, ayy
I pop a Xan just to hide from my pride, ayy
Look you in your eyes, see myself, I'm tryna die, ayy
It's suicide, ayy, it's suicide, ayy
Told so many lies, yeah, I told so many lies, ayy, uh
Tried to hide from all the facts that I denied, ayy
I see the tears as they roll from your eyes, ayy
It's suicide, ayy, it's suicide, ayy (Yeah, yeah)

[Bridge]
All things are working for my good
Ayy
He's intentional
Yeah, never failing
All things are working for my good
Yeah
'Cause He's intentional
Yeah, never failing, yeah
[Outro]
Yeah-yeah, yeah
Uh, uh-yeah-yeah, yeah-yeah
Yeah, yeah
Ayy
Dah-dah-dah-dun, dah-dun, uh-dah-dun, ayy
Ooh, oh yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah-yeah
He's never failing
I'm done!
Done!
I'm not sad no more, dang it!