[Chorus]
Sometimes, wish this drink would finish me
And I really wonder if they'll remember me
And I wish I have more loved ones than I have my enemies
Sometimes really wonder what's gotten into me
And I grew up, being anti-social
Never ever did, what I was supposed to
And I lost a lot of friends by the way that I think
Now I'm drowning in my sorrows so I'm downing my drink

[Verse 1]
It's a lot of ice, running through my veins
It's a lot of nights, that are full of pain
It's a lot of lean, in my damn drink
Like I can't even control how I fuckin' think
Why am I always getting played?
Why am I always getting played?
Mama said "Baby, why you always getting played?"
Sorry mama, I'm just living the life that you raised
Like I really don't expect you to understand how I think
Matter of fact, no one can, you don't know who I am
You don't know about the stress about the shit I've been in
I don't even want to hear it, all the hate that's within
But I'm so used to living my life like this

[Chorus]
Sometimes, wish this drink would finish me
And I really wonder if they'll remember me
And I wish I have more loved ones than I have my enemies
Sometimes really wonder what's gotten into me
And I grew up, being anti-social
Never ever did, what I was supposed to
And I lost a lot of friends by the way that I think
Now I'm drowning in my sorrows so I'm downing my drink