[Intro]
Kim J ballin' on these hoes, huh?

[Verse 1]
I ain't never want to be a role model
But fuck it, get all this love it'll be rude not to say I love it
Don't really care for discussions, to shy for the public
I rather the n***a live, let him die from some other shit
Had to switch my number up, I don't wanna listen
Phones give me anxiety, family say I'm actin' different
Still got the same bros and I don't plannin' on switchin'
One shot from a distance, he don't plannin' on missin'
I had to put some n***as 'round me, same plan, same vision
Told them make a decision, come be apart of the mission
Come get up out the trenches, bitch, don't even think about kissin' me
Just forget about it, don't mention it, shit, he fucked up, I gotta fix it

[Chorus]
Rather stay to myself, 'cause I don't like bein' friendly
I'm happy then I'm sad, it's a fucked up feelin'
I done broke a lot of hearts to a lot of good women
Trust the wrong n***as, did a lot of bad business
And I been on too many drugs, doin' a lot of fast livin'
They tell me to slow down, but I'm like, "How they don't get it?"
Cut them all off, I don't want dealings no more, I ain't got feelings no more
I done gave away too much, I ain't givin' no more
[Verse 2]
You can die tonight, n***a, or you can live, it's your choice
No matter how loud you scream, they ain't hearin' your voice
Childhood trauma, too busy lookin' for joy
And I ain't never satisfied, I'm too busy lookin' for more
And you know I ain't never lied, I ain't givin' shit to a whore
And you know I got too much pride to be doin' shit I don't want
I ain't doin' it, fuck a plug, I ain't goin' in, fuck the club
Bitch, you know I'm runnin' with thugs
They get to shootin' if you mug
I just be actin' clueless, I ain't stupid, it's the drugs
And if it's 'bout a bag, I get to movin', I ain't movin' off the love
Okay, now why actin' bougie? You ain't bougie, bitch, what's up?
You playin' stingy with that coochie, bitch, get groovy, I'm tryna fuck

[Chorus]
Rather stay to myself, 'cause I don't like bein' friendly
I'm happy then I'm sad, it's a fucked up feelin'
I done broke a lot of hearts to a lot of good women
Trust the wrong n***as, did a lot of bad business
And I been on too many drugs, doin' a lot of fast livin'
They tell me to slow down, but I'm like, "How they don't get it?"
Cut them all off, I don't want dealings no more, I ain't got feelings no more
I done gave away too much, I ain't givin' no more

[Outro]
Rather stay to myself, 'cause I don't like bein' friendly
I'm happy then I'm sad, it's a fucked up feelin'
I done broke a lot of hearts to a lot of good women
Trust the wrong n***as, did a lot of bad business