Lil Poppa
Tear Drop (More Healthy Than Before/Focus)
[Verse: Impoorasl]
I can't believe that we made this song
She don't wanna be with me, I told her, "Okay, that's fine"
I was just hopin' that you were mine
I told you it was gon' take time, you don't wanna ride
She told me, "I don't love you now"
Back in the graveyard, I don't need no tummy tucks
Rolls Royce, I done put my son in her, I don't need no run in her
She say, "Bae, I think we fuckin' up"
First time we fuck, we fell in love (Uh)
All I need is one shot to get a n***a off his sixth mission
I be so hurt sometimes, I don't wanna feel my feelings
'Cause I'm down to it all
Look into the sky, I'm still waitin' on you to call
I should've known, I'm doing better, I'm just up, we gon' ball
I just hope we gon' ball
All my n***as up 'cause I don't wanna see 'em fall
Realest rocks, tick-tock, make me give yo' bitch five
Fuck around and do a n***a like Chris Rock
My n***as shootin' shit like Chris Bosh
I gave her dick and now she asking, "Is this love?"
If I say that I don't love you, I know you gon' get pissed off
Baby, it ain't just us
I got other hoes on the side in case I slip up
That's me, now my lifestyle, callin', I ain't got none'
Just turned 18 a few months ago, I gotta get my racks up
Told Poppa, "It's time to stack up"
Blocka Boys, know we don't lack now (Uh)
[Verse: Lil Poppa]
I drop a tear, will that make me weak?
So I ain't real if I don't speak
Even though it's years, it feel like weeks
Turn to pills when I want sleep
I told lil' one but I'm on three
Lord, help me, babyboy, but I'm more healthy than before
Hard to say "Easy on the drugs", next time, so I guess I'm doing fine
I see you focused on you, so I'ma focus on mine
I'ma just pour me a line and put my life on the line
I'm thinking 'bout all of the times you used to stop me from cryin'
Whenever I write a rhyme, you used to listen and tell me I got it
Remember when you caught your body, didn't tell me about it
How it couldn't be forgot, but how you sleep about it?
One cup, two ain't enough, I need three
Yeah, I want her, but you ain't enough, I need me to focus
Barely holdin' up, pain runnin' deeper than ocean
Why you gotta take so many at one time?, 'cause I'm copin'
Shit made him grind when he wasn't the first to be chosen
Shouldn't have made her mine, I was just hoping she would've been different
Tryna stay numb, but when I'm done, I might need a kidney
I might need you with me
No, I don't want nobody 'round me, I be having different feelings
Yeah, I be having' mixed emotions
Know I only speak when spoken