I'll start this day with
Slef hate again
Yes, I know and i perfectly see
All my insecurities ahead
White faded scars on my wrist
Replace the happiness for me
Social life and pleasure
I'm such an idiot in everything
For my stomach to never be full
I order proper diet and hunger
Aa long as i remember myself
I have always been a mess
My belly and cheeks hang
My arms, hips, sides and legs too
Everything's wrong, i'm too miserable
If i only could lose 100 pounds

Everything people say to me (Everything people say)
I'm turning into note in a diary
Every little point hit to death (Every little point hit)
My skin, my memory and sat inside of me
It was dropping on my t-shirt as clear tears
It was breaking out in my pillow as screams
What's the point in all this make up?
I can't draw with it a love to myself
Love, love, love
«Youre worthless in almost everything»
I used to hear it in my back
And to all of my asks and screams
My family answers that
Classmates in dining room
Announced some kinda conspiracy to me
There's no my bag or my phone
The tear will run down the cheek
I suddenly felt the power
And felt myself beautiful
Insecurity like a grave
Finally i can breath
The rage will haunt my body impulsively
I kick in the front, protect from the left
Cut eyebrow hurted
Laugh and blood, i gotta run

Everything people say to me (Everything people say)
I'm turning into note in a diary
Every little point hit to death (Every little point hit)
My skin, my memory and sat inside of me
It was dropping on my t-shirt as clear tears
It was breaking out in my pillow as screams
What's the point in all this make up?
I can't draw with it a love to myself
Love, love, love
I'll start this day with
Slef hate again
Yes, I know and i perfectly see
All my insecurities ahead