[Verse 1: Lila Drew]
I'm scared of the silence, how it flutters through my room
It just feels violent, I think you feel it, too, oh whoa, too
Pulling on my fingers while you stutter through your words
Your thoughts, they always linger, and I think I'm on the verge
Of breaking down, don't know what that's about
[Pre-Chorus]
Your eyes, they cut right to the edge
Of my boredom and order, obsessive disorders
And trying to fight, but these feelings won't hide anymore
I'm tired of the shit you said
It's depression, transgressions, annoying expressions
It's stupid, babe, why would you do this? You promised me more
[Chorus: Lila Drew]
I'm faded, it's jaded
We used to be friends
It was so innocent, but I'm done
I'm faded and gone
I'm faded, it's jaded
We used to be friends
But I hate to pretend that I'm wrong
I'm faded and gone
[Verse 2: GoldLink]
Right, a good girl with a real bad body
When we face to face, we get all off topic
Say you want change, but you'll never change for me
How we gon' beat the game? Never play for me
But you just need trust, you just need someone to love
You don't need all of this stuff, but you just keep playing
I just want take you to Cayman
Show you one, tell you one, take all this love and stop playing
Uh, push up on it, feel up on ya, I don't care, uh
Whisper something, tempt you crazy, pull your hair, uh
No, no, no, baby girl, yeah, tell me something
When we get alone, we get to cuttin'
That's sad that we've passed the touching
Jump, jump, let's have a party
Stop fronting, I'm your n***a
Big boy making drug figures
Big boy was a drug dealer
Get the bag, then we missed the past
And you cannot change what you never had
And don't let this shit fade away, all up in the grass, right
[Chorus: Lila Drew]
I'm faded (I'm faded), it's jaded (It's jaded)
We used to be friends
It was so innocent, now I’m done
I’m faded and gone
I'm faded (I'm faded), it's jaded (It's jaded)
We used to be friends
But I hate to pretend that I'm wrong
(I hate to pretend that I'm wrong)
I'm faded and gone
[Verse 3: Lila Drew]
I'll let the speakers blow my minds out
You'll never let me go past sundown
And I kinda wanna stay up late
Well, I guess it was just my mistake
You're talking way too fast and I can't understand it
In the morning, you'll still be way too intoxicated
You'll be calling on my phone now
I won't be sleeping with the lights out
[Pre-Chorus]
I'm tired of the growing up
All the texts left unread and the broken regrets
And you're telling me that I should run
But I can't even move
[Chorus: Lila Drew]
I'm faded (I'm faded), it's jaded (It's jaded)
We used to be friends
It was so innocent, now I’m done
I’m faded and gone (I'm faded)
I'm faded (I'm faded), it's jaded (It's jaded)
We used to be friends
But I hate to pretend that I'm wrong
(Hate to pretend that I'm wrong)
I'm faded and gone (Faded and gone)
[Verse 4: Lila Drew]
Didn't wanna stay past 2 AM
Didn't wanna know what happened then
I won't always be sober
And I can come off as a loner
Didn't wanna stay past 3 AM
Didn't wanna go through that again
Could this be bipolar if I'm getting colder?
[Outro]
I'm faded, it's jaded
I'm faded, it's jaded
We were friends for too long
Innocent, now I'm gone
I'm faded, it's jaded
We were friends for too long
Innocent, now I'm gone