I can’t handle all this pain
Only time I feel okay is when this shit goes through my veins

Before you take that, think about the consequences
No you probably don’t think it matter cause your mom addicted
Right, but look at how your mama living
Well how am I supposed to fix the pain?
You ain’t gotta fix it

My brother used to pick my clothes out to motivate me
That was my best friend, shit, my only maybe
He used to tell me that no matter what he had my back
If I needed something he did it for me and that was that
He in prison now, ten years for molestation
And my favourite little cousin now that’s fucking crazy
And honestly I wanna hate him
But if this story can save a life then i’ll be grateful

Cause I lost somebody I love and can’t love them no more
I think I cried three months straight, man what was he on?
I know you probably got over it and didn’t do drugs
But my situation is different, i’m really fucked up

Forget the story man, my point is I didn’t give up
I know this might sound corny but fix it with love
But I tried loving everybody and didn’t get none
So your solution is sticking this shit in your blood?
I got a question, and answer it really
What’s up?
After you take that, how long till the feeling is done?
I don’t know like 20 minutes
Right, then what?
Let’s get this over with right now, let me empty this gun
No man, please don’t kill me, I don’t wanna die, man, please, please

Yeah, you see that’s what I want
You don’t really wanna die you just tired of pain
That’s the little thing i’ve been trying to say
You got a little piece of hope and it’s inside of you
You just really wanna be okay and you’ve be trying to
I don’t want you get addicted, quitting feeling impossible
But nothing is impossible, anytime I die for you

I don’t want you overdosing in and out of hospitals
I don’t want you dying, you know what it’s time to do
Gotta give it up gotta give it up
Gotta give it up gotta give it up

I can’t handle all this pain
Only time I feel is when this shit goes through my veins
I can’t handle this in my brain
I keep fighting, fighting, fighting, I can beat this shit one day
I can’t handle this in my brain
Yeah, I know if I can fight it I can beat this shit one day