[Chorus: Ricia]
I wish I could talk to the monsters
Have a conversation with the monsters
Ask 'em if they even know they're monsters
I wonder if they even know they're monsters

[Verse l: YelloPain]
I just wanna talk to you one time (yeah)
I really don't want to, but I have to
Gotta ask you, did you really have to? (huh?)
My trust wasn't even that bad and I would've put it past you
Now I don't trust shit
Cuz you wanna do that lil dumb shit
I wonder if you went to sleep that night
Probably felt bad, slept it off, woke up, ate something?
(Right)
I ain't eat nothing!
Way too disgusted, bitch
I was up crying!
Pain in my stomach, bitch
Was you just trynna help you or control me?
Hope it helped you cuz it broke me! (cuz it broke me!)
I want to the pew to consult me, but I didn't change
I can never be the old me!
Feeling lonely and I ain't want no one to hold me
Cuz I ain't wanna meet another you
Probably take a day or a year to get over for you
But for me, I don't think I'm getting through
When I have kids, I'mma be so overprotective, play detective
Cuz I couldn't live...knowing what you did to me happen to them
Not again
I hope you know I cry sometimes
I wonder if that gives you strength
I don't know how you feel, but I feel like shit, forreal
Really almost slit my wrist, forreal
Bet you ain't know I have nightmares, did you? (did you?!)
But you probably don't care (no)
Probably somewhere with a smile on yo face...not knowing that I feel this way
(Damn)
[Chorus: Ricia]
I wish I could talk to the monsters
Have a conversation with the monsters
Ask 'em if they even know they're monsters
I wonder if they even know they're monsters

[Bridge: Ricia]
And I'll cry, one last time
But I won't let you hurt me anymore
Still alive
And I'll die, before I let you hurt me anymore

[Verse ll: YelloPain]
I can't erase it
I know what you're going through
Trust me, I really do
But it can be worse if you let it be
This is your moment to see from a different view
I know it's a struggle cuz you would be happy if you could forget what they did to you
I know they invaded, but you still amazing!
That's something that they couldn't steal from you
That's something nobody can take from you
No it's not your fault so quit blaming you!
They knew it was wrong when they did it, but kept going wit' it
It's nothing you made 'em do!
Keep hugging that pain, it'll strangle you!
I know you can make it
I pray for you
Accepting what happened is brave of you
There's birth through your body, you made it through
[Bridge: Ricia]
And I'll cry, one last time
But I won't let you hurt me anymore
Still alive
And I'll die, before I let you hurt me anymore