YelloPain
Do You Really Wanna Die? (Pain)
[Chorus: Adam Vanhoose]
I can't handle all this pain
Only time I feel okay is when this shit goes through my veins
[YelloPain & Adam Vanhoose]
Before you take that, think about the consequences
I know you probably don’t think it matter cause your mom addicted
Right?
But look at how your mama living
Well how am I supposed to fix the pain?
You ain't gotta fix it!
[YelloPain]
My brother used to pick my clothes out and motivate me
That was my best friend, shit, my only, maybe
He used to tell me that no matter what he had my back
If I needed something he did it for me and that was that
He in prison now, ten years for molestation
Of my favorite little cousin now that's fucking crazy
And honestly, I wanna hate him
But if this story can save a life then I’ll be grateful
Cause I lost somebody I love and can't love them no more
I think I cried three months straight, man what was he on?
[Adam Vanhoose]
I know you probably got over it and didn't do drugs
But my situation is different, I'm really fucked up
[YelloPain & Adam Vanhoose]
Forget the story man, my point is I didn't give up!
I know this might sound corny, but fix it with love!
But I tried loving everybody and didn't get none
So your solution is sticking this shit in your blood?
I got a question, and answer it really
What's up?
After you take that, how long till the feeling is done?
I don't know like 20 minutes
Right, then what?
Let’s get this over with right now, let me empty this gun
[YelloPain & Adam Vanhoose]
Shut up, sh-shut up
(No man, please don’t kill me, I don't wanna die, man, please, please!)
[YelloPain]
Yeah, see, that’s what I want!
You don't really wanna die you just tired of pain
That's literally the thing I've been trying to say!
You got a little piece of hope and it’s inside of you!
You just really wanna be okay and you've be trying to!
I know once you get addicted, quitting feel impossible!
But nothing is impossible, it ain't time to die for you!
I don't want you overdosing, in and out of hospitals
I don't want you dying, you know what it's time to do
Gotta give it up, gotta give it up
Gotta give it up, gotta give it up
[Chorus: Adam Vanhoose]
I can't handle all this pain
Only time I feel okay is when this shit goes through my veins
[Outro: Adam Vanhoose]
I can't handle this in my brain
I keep fighting, fighting, fighting
I can beat this shit one day!
I can't handle this in my brain
YEAH I KNOW IF I KEEP FIGHTING I CAN BEAT THIS SHIT ONE DAY!!!!