Feeling unloved, yea I'm impatient
Suicidal thoughts on a daily occasion
It's contagious with all this frustration
I'm stuck in the same place it's not what I illustrated
Depression weighing the scale, yea it’s winning
All this pain in my head got me spinning
She's on my mind
Taking her time
As I stand here waiting for her love
Because i can never get enough
Yea it's tough
Being in this situation
As I stand here calling her bluff
Too much damage in my heart
Forever I will be numb
Forever I will be numb
Forever I will be numb