I know this tunnel, and it knows me

When did everything get overcomplicated
I just want somebody to tell me that I’m not ugly
I got a tab on my tongue I’m going
25 over the speed limit I'm bugging
I would like to know what I did
That made you think that I was someone
You couldn’t put all your trust in
When I opened up my heart
Was it too much for you to stomach
Baby I’m so exhausted
Fuck!
Every time I dream about somebody
Then somebody ends up afraid of being accosted
Every time I have a dream about you
All of my inward feelings turn from happy to dogshit
I’m surviving in the metro
Cut my teeth on wedding rings
Bayonetta ready and sharpеned
If I live to see the sun again
I’m rolling to thе bank
Goth bitch finna make the deposit

I don’t wanna live my whole life
I don’t wanna live my whole life
In the dark and afraid
I don’t wanna live my whole life
I don’t wanna live my whole life
All alone and unsafe
Please say something
Please say something
I’m so nauseous
All of this awkward silence disgusting
Open up my texts I’m begging for a discussion