Citizen Soldier
Heavy (bex’s remix)
You don't like who I've become
Only want me when I'm numb
What happened to the life of the party?
Don't get me started
Don't get me started
I've got a closet full of skeletons
But I don't think that you can handle them
I've got a milion reasons why I keep it guarded
Don't get me started
Don't get me started

[Pre-Chorus: Skylar DeMarino]
So now I'm too depressing to be around
I'm guessing being friends with me is just "too hard"
There's danger in еxpressing and safety in suppressing
In burying my brokеn parts

[Chorus: Skylar DeMarino]
The more that I speak my mind
The more I get left behind
'Cause I'm the kind of heavy, heavy
No one wants to carry, carry
The more that I spill my soul
The more that I get let go
'Cause I'm the kind of heavy, heavy
No one wants to carry
Bleeding out biting on my tongue
[Pre- Chorus: Bex]
So now I'm to depressing to be my friend I'm guessing
Helping me to stay is just too hard, and all my friends have left me cause I'm too goddamn heavy and no one wants to help heal my heart. there's danger when I'm venting and telling you how I really feel. I've been hiding all my broken parts cuz if I don't I'll just fall apart
[Chorus: Bex] The more that I speak my soul
The more that I can't let go. cuz I'm the kind of heavy that they don't want to carry. The more that I speak my mind the more my friends leave me behind cuz I'm the kind of burden, burden and they don't see me when I'm hurting , hurting
Bleeding out biting on my tongue