Citizen Soldier
Black Hole Brain
[Verse 1]
I don't wanna talk about it
The reasons I've been losing sleep
As long as I can stay distracted
The past can never get to me
[Pre-Chorus]
A silence I will never break
Won't spill the secrets I have locked away
If you could live in my head for a day
You would do the same
[Chorus]
Gravity
Has got nothing on these memories
That I buried in this black hole brain
At home in outer space
Die or dissociate
Because forgetting is the only place I'm safe
[Post-Chorus]
(Forgetting is the only place I'm safe)
[Verse 2]
I'm not ready to remember
I'm afraid of therapy
Every thought's a hair-pin trigger
I'm avoiding careful
[Pre-Chorus]
Leave me be 'cause I can't take the weight
Of everything I'm keeping in this cage
If you could live in my head for a day
You would do the same (Same)
[Chorus]
Gravity
Has got nothing on these memories
That I buried in this black hole brain
At home in outer space
Die or dissociate
Because forgetting is the only place I'm safe
[Bridge]
I don't want a mind that's open
I don't want a heart that feels
I'd rather plan my own funeral
Than face what it would take to heal
Now ignorance is my religion
And I am not afraid to die
'Cause there can't be a hell that's worse than
The one that's buried in my mind
[Chorus]
Gravity
Has got nothing on these memories
That I buried in this black hole brain
At home in outer space
Die or dissociate
Because forgetting is the only place I'm safe
[Post-Chorus]
Only place I'm safe
Only place I'm safe
[Outro]
(I don't wanna talk about it)
(I don't wanna talk about it)