Twelve Thirty
[Chorus]
Hold me
Hold onto me until I can’t feel a thing
Hold me
Hold onto me until I no longer feel the pain
[VERSE 1]
I can feel it, it feels surreal until I try and ask her how she's feeling
Can never seal it, I just end up dealing damage to my heart instead of healing
Till the point where I keep contemplating hanging from the ceiling
It don't get better, and soon I'll get fed up with acting like this every time on the go
Maybe I'll see angels, not talking bout shapes in the snow
This shit contagious, so when in danger I just isolate myself from people I love
I keep trying, I keep trying, I keep dying every time it starts again I tell myself I'm lying
Yeah I'm slowly drifting away, I'm lying in the grass tryna think what to say
To make myself feel okay, tryna push through the day
I see the sky as I pray, not a star in sight
Like my thoughts cloudy and gray
The only hope that I'll ever have is right in front my face
But I know she’ll never see it that way, she’ll never see it that way
[Chorus]
Hold me
Hold onto me until I can’t feel a thing
Hold me
Hold onto me until I no longer feel the pain
[VERSE 2]
Front seat heart beating, looking through the window
Red lights keep bleeding, only couple minutes till she leaving
Breath freezing maybe once she gone I can let it out and start breathing
I'm day dreaming
Dreaming bout everything surrounding me I coulda had
Smile on my face thinking bout it man I shouldn’t laugh
Thinking bout my feelings and the shit I did I shouldn’t have
With all the shit I'm thinking in my head man I shoulda left
Time ticking moon stays hidden behind all of the clouds up in the sky
In a couple minutes
They gon' see me here while I cry
Wipe my tears before they get here keep my head up high
Forget desires to die
Hold me
Hold onto me until I no longer feel the pain
Hold me
Hold onto me until I can’t feel a thing
Hold me
Hold onto me until I no longer feel the pain
[VERSE 1]
I can feel it, it feels surreal until I try and ask her how she's feeling
Can never seal it, I just end up dealing damage to my heart instead of healing
Till the point where I keep contemplating hanging from the ceiling
It don't get better, and soon I'll get fed up with acting like this every time on the go
Maybe I'll see angels, not talking bout shapes in the snow
This shit contagious, so when in danger I just isolate myself from people I love
I keep trying, I keep trying, I keep dying every time it starts again I tell myself I'm lying
Yeah I'm slowly drifting away, I'm lying in the grass tryna think what to say
To make myself feel okay, tryna push through the day
I see the sky as I pray, not a star in sight
Like my thoughts cloudy and gray
The only hope that I'll ever have is right in front my face
But I know she’ll never see it that way, she’ll never see it that way
[Chorus]
Hold me
Hold onto me until I can’t feel a thing
Hold me
Hold onto me until I no longer feel the pain
[VERSE 2]
Front seat heart beating, looking through the window
Red lights keep bleeding, only couple minutes till she leaving
Breath freezing maybe once she gone I can let it out and start breathing
I'm day dreaming
Dreaming bout everything surrounding me I coulda had
Smile on my face thinking bout it man I shouldn’t laugh
Thinking bout my feelings and the shit I did I shouldn’t have
With all the shit I'm thinking in my head man I shoulda left
Time ticking moon stays hidden behind all of the clouds up in the sky
In a couple minutes
They gon' see me here while I cry
Wipe my tears before they get here keep my head up high
Forget desires to die
Hold me
Hold onto me until I no longer feel the pain