Kaonashi
Slower Forms Of Suicide
I wish that you'd stop smoking
I don't like the smell of cigarettes
I watched you throw out a pack and then go dig in the trash
That's when I knew you'd never quit
Big brother is always watching
And I'll teach you just like he taught me
Brownies and blue pop
Your white lighter dropped
We didn't stop
I could have told you but I didn't
Like the lessons
That he hath given
How can you justify the slowest form of suicide?
As you choke on smoke and drink yourself dry
We can be so much more together
You're so indecisivе but I've already decidеd
You wish your brother was still here
You don't like the people in your life, right?
But you've had something special since the day that I met you
That's why I'm taking my time
Our big brother is always watching us
He taught us patience, love and real trust
You're the yellow son drawn in the corner
The puzzle piece behind the couch I haven't forgotten about
Our time is counting down
Come out
Come out
Come out
4-3-2-
1
The only won
My trophy scars
Too blind to see the broken Basquiat I framed
Hanged in the museum of my memory
And probably becomes destiny
We can be so much more together however
You're so indecisive but I've already decided
Forever in feathers strewn from a guardian angel blighted
Lying hurts but the truth is worse
The best part of being yourself is that you can't do it wrong
The best part of being yourself is that you can't do it wrong
The best part of being yourself is that you can't do it wrong
The best part of being yourself is that you can't do it wrong
And you can't do wrong in my eyes
So close to perfect in my mind
But the cigarette smoke reminds me of the tire smoke
Reminds me of the bark, how it scratched
Reminds me to stop breathing so heavy, he can see
He's coming for me
One missed call
One new message ignore it
I want to go home