I’ve tried to be good but it’s so hard when I know I could but I grew up in da’ hood so it took effecton me cuz’ thats all they see in me is trouble and weakness I try to act tough when ma’ mom got put in cuffs people say I’m nothing but a emo kid but are they sure enough I’ve been writein’ this song for 2 months I found my way through it with all those punches in my gut and with all that bad luck thats when I grab the hammer and put in my head and get a gun because 2 shots in the head I am dead give myself poison with pencil led so I can kill the pain inside my head yeah my mom gave me meds didn't answer all the texts sent with all the crap with the government keepin’ the money you get from taxis find a noose in all my boxes homeless living in the woods with the foxes I am gospel I can’t reconize it through all my broken bones (fast part) people always try to kill me and try to put me in ma’ grave can’t tell me what to do cause I am not a slave when I leave I wait tryin’ to see if I’ll leave alive then I die) cause this is thy end when the sun goes down this in thy end and this is my last goodbye