Pound my knuckles hard against the floor
My head against the wall
But i did this to myself
Assume its just not worth getting back up
So i'll blame it on bad luck
And i'll shake responsibility yeah
I spent some time in a bad place at eighteen
Wishing i could see something through clear eyes
Do you ever wake up to realize
That your life is meaningless?
Does it give you strength
Or lead you to your grave at a young age?
Pound my knuckles hard against the floor
My head against the wall
But i did this to myself
Assume it's just not worth getting back up
So i'll blame it on bad luck
And i'll shake responsibility yeah
It seems that when i ran away from my past
That all my dignity
My faith
My pride got left back
And now i think that it's time that i realized
That self pitty is meaningless
Though i'm ten feet deep
I'll claw my way back out from in my grave
Pound my knuckles hard against the floor
My head against the wall
But i did this to myself
Assume it's just not worth getting back up
So i'll blame it on bad luck
And i'll shake responsibility and say a hard life did this to me
But now, i realize i'd give anything i have
To walk a day in my old shoes
Wondering what my first smoke would be like
My first fuck
My next fuck up
The next band that would change my life
And they changed my life
Pound my knuckles hard against the floor
My head against the wall
But i did this to myself
Assume it's just not worth getting back up
So i'll blame it on bad luck
And i'll shake responsibility
And say a hard life did this to me
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