Lyrics From Snippets

[Verse 1]
Thirteen and the mirrors are talking again
"You're bigger than your friends"
How I wished I looked like them
Maybe I should go on a run before bed
Will I wake up feeling thin and better in my skin?

[Pre-Chorus]
She's still with me

[Chorus]
Every time I buy new jeans I find another problem with me
It's not retail therapy if it makes me hate my body
Oh, I'm so fucking mean, I wanna love myself in my blue jeans

[Verse 2]
Now I'm twenty one and I'm counting the calories in my cup at this party
Hope the boy will notice me
Maybe I need a dose of reality
'Cause L.A. isn't healthy
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[Pre-Chorus]
Heaven help me
[Chorus]
Every time I buy new jeans I find another problem with me
It's not retail therapy if it makes me hate my body
Oh, I'm so fucking mean, I wanna love myself

[Bridge]
Need to get it through my head
Never gonna fit again
I don't wanna live like this
Insecure or narcissist
Sometimes I know I'm enough
Until they don't button up

[Chorus]
And then I go and buy new jeans
I find another problem with me
It's not retail therapy if it makes me hate my body
Oh, I'm so fucking mean, I wanna love myself
I'm so fucking mean, I wanna love myself
I'm so fucking mean, I wanna love myself in my blue jeans