Feels like I've been waiting forever to hold you
It’s cold, but getting colder
My Instagram feed will eventually just turn into my tombstone
I want you, you, you, you, you, you, you
I wish this jacket was Gore-Tex
I wish I could wait forever for you
But this weather is rough
It's a cold world
Have I ever even met you in real life, or are you just content?
Whatever, fuck
I'm trying to imagine that red lipstick I sent you for your birthday
Are you wearing it?
That gray Champion hoodie that you stole from your new ex-boyfriend?
Are you wearing it?
Those Osiris D3’s
Tell me, are you wearing it?
[?] come too
This love is eating me from inside
It might be the drugs but IDK
Fucking wear me out
I want our love to turn bad like it always does
I want you to tear my heart out
I want you to see me
Wear me out
Fucking wear me out
I don't care
Don't worry
You're going to be fine as soon as this tour is over
This tour won't be over
I promise myself to be sober
Am not sober
I spend most of my days scrolling memes
And making lists of expensive clothes that I want
But never will order online
XOXO (Rest in peace, my friends)
Send me a DM
Trying to leave my own head
I wish I was dead
Wear me out
Fucking wear me out

Fucking wear me out
Make my heart dissolve like a two dollar bath bomb
I want to continue modeling and do the best that I can with that
Sometimes I want to just be left alone
And be a normal kid for like five minutes
That's tough when the paparazzi are chasing you

I spend 3,500 euros on my computer and this is what comes out of it
Money well spent, obviously
I regret, like, everything
Literally, nothing, joking
I need something, anything
Literally, nothing
This tour will never end
Not before I end, at least
I do see
Fucking wear me out
You can't take anything personally in this business
Follow your dreams
But there is a lot of criticism
You have to brush it off
Everybody is looking for something different
I want to carry you through life
Fucking wear me out