[Intro]
(Reid, run it back)
(JMC, this shit crazy)
I ain't talk to my son in a month
I can't blame him, I blame his mom

[Verse 1]
I ain't talk to my son in a month
I can't blame him, I really blame his mom
Even though they feel I owe them somethin', I don't feel I owe them nothin'
I tried smokin' squares and Black & Milds, that shit had hurt my lungs, uh
I was still hurt off the trenches shit and finally asked my mom
I was so mad Lil Ant got locked up, he ain't make it to prom
I was mad lil' sis ain't go to college and made a Chase with my son
I was still up in the hood with gang and knowin' I the one
I was fucked up 'bout a lot of shit
Bronem was doin' bullshit and real n***as acknowledged it
I was mad I was spendin' money on cars and guns
And when no bodies dropped, I was mad lil' bronem hadn't spun
I was mad at n***as braggin' 'bout some shit they know they ain't done
Shit was so fucked up in the trenches, we was arguin' over blunts
I was mad they ain't believe in me and look at what I become
I was mad they was misleadin' me in knowin' I'm the one, uh

[Chorus]
I was mad, mad
I was doin' bad, bad
Took some losses, I was sad, sad
In the steamer, hope I don't crash bad
[Verse 2]
I was in the trenches with Rico
He so hot, hopin' we don't catch the RICO
Fly to New York, bro robbed some n***as playin' cee-lo
Big Folks takin' chains, in the 'Raq, they call him Deebo, uh
I was tryna make it, nobody come around in some shit, thinkin' we gon' take it
N***as we weren't cool with, we don't show it, we gotta fake it
Come around n***as' homies in the 'Raq, this jewelry they shit, uh
I was payin' bonds and lawyers
Baby mama tellin' me how I don't do shit for my son and daughter
I was mad I bought some J that was fake, I thought it was water
I pray for all my n***as in jail dyin' off the order, uh

[Chorus]
I was mad, mad
I was doin' bad, bad
Took some losses, I was sad, sad
In the steamer, hope I don't crash bad
I was mad, mad
I was doin' bad, bad
Took some losses, I was sad, sad
In the steamer, hope I don't crash bad