[Intro]
(JTK)
(They got Wooskii on the mix)

[Verse 1]
Ayy, ayy, got so much pain in my heart
Tryna find peace, every day, it get hard
Lil Dre got killed, put a stain in my heart
I saw his brain on the ground, I remain in a war
Every day, I'm gripping on a pole when I ride
Pull out when I'm walking 'cause I feel like someone behind me
Cousin stole a pole, everybody gettin' grimy
Don't know who to trust, even my bitch look slimy
Peekin' out my window in the middle of the night
Pray to Lord they don't book me or kill me for that night
If you a real n***a, gotta feel me, I try
I try, I try
To get revenge on any n***a that hurt my family
And any jam that I'm in, I was taught don't panic

[Chorus]
My soul hurt
Lost too many of my n***as that ain't never coming back
Lord, why they had to go first?
Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh
My soul hurt
Felt so much pain in my heart you ain't never felt, now my soul hurt, hurt, hey
[Verse 2]
Baby mama hopin' that I die
My homies wanna kill me, I been feelin' the vibe
They tryna shoot up my car, can't let 'em know what I ride
Can't hop out 'cause I ain't loco, I paid them to go inside
Pullin' up to my shows, they uppin' phones for pictures
I'm nervous in my city, I'm up here thinkin' they grippin'
Fighting anxiety, sippin' the Henny for the healin'
Jay Dot got shot and he died inside the buildin'
I can't wait 'til all this pain is over
'Cause I got too much weight on my shoulders
Granddaddy on drugs, hopin' he don't dose over
Too much on my mind, I don't get time to focus, uh
Too much on my mind, I don't get time to focus, uh
(I lost too many dead members)

[Chorus]
My soul hurt
Lost too many of my n***as that ain't never coming back
Lord, why they had to go first?
Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh
My soul hurt
Felt so much pain in my heart you ain't never felt, now my soul hurt, hurt