To all the people who call me fag, you’re a fucking joke cuz you have the brightest flame
How the fuck is that possible when you’re so dim that you call me faggot cuz you’re dumb as a brick and can’t think of insults worth half of a shit
You’re the reason why I get so crazy dealing with it cuz you fucked me up so much I can’t even think. So my first reaction is to just flip then people call me a freak, poke fun at me for it. (I try my best to stop it)
But sometimes it just slips and I get so embarrassed of my own existence every time that I just don’t wanna be seen. At this point I wouldn’t be surprised if you all hated me for the way that I’ve treated you and the way that I am. Well just the way that I seem, that’s not actually me, I just got so much anxiety, I wanna be free, but my happiness is like my girlfriend, just in my dreams

Fuck it at least I’m alive, that gotta count for something, even if I feel like in life I count for nothing. If you think I’m worth only half of a fuck, you can grab my dick and suck it while I’m eating chicken nuggets
At this point I’m just talking bullshit, cuz that’s more fun to do than actually talk about what’s on my mind. Lately with the music I been on the fucking grind like a lesbian but you ain’t heard it yet like they’re trying to be quiet. I eat a lot but I’m so skinny looks like I’m on a diet, I’ve been called slender man because I’m so white and so tall shoutout to Connor Price cuz I’m feeling so high I can slap a pilot in the sky right now the way I reach for the stars. I shot for the moon, but I missed it and I’m drifting into the abyss. I shot for the moon, now I’m at pluto, and I’m still going, ain’t that a bitch?

But lately I been feeling better, been in the lab like Dextor, working on an album, I know I said that before but I mean it like I’m trying to find the average number of cheddar I should be making from this project, I like the thought of that concept. I don’t need your negative comments. I could take your ass to court the way you treat me like objects. If you hear what I say and you don’t like it none, you can get on your knees and get god blessed. I’m godsent