I been rapping in this game for a minute
Sometimes I’m like damn Xay do you have your own limits
You been chasing all yo dreams and now yo friends feel offended
But did I mention Im stressing
I been cursed with a blessing
Man depression is a bitch but this musics my medicine
So many times i took my l n i learned my own lesson
Ain’t nobody there for me bitch I took them ls alone
Sleeping at Nate’s crib in his living room
Moms was never there for me pops was never home
Clocked in first in the morning wouldn’t see him till the afternoon
Guess you gotta stay on yo grind
That’s what i told myself all the time
I had to sit back and realign
Everything I ever imagined
Yea my jobs my career but this rap shit my passion
Or maybe I’m just old fashioned
Inspired by nothing but greats
Man this shit is fantastic
This something I fathom

Yea I got my head all up in the stars
But im dreaming tonight
Yea I’m dreaming tonight
Yea I’m dreaming tonight
Yea im dreaming tonight
I need to stop being full of my self lately
I’m looking at my reflection like god I even hate me
But lately my lady been making me different
So much to the point my friends fell back or maybe I just been distant
But listen this song to my big homies
Thanks for having my back when no didn’t know me
Thanks for helping me live fast when i was dying slowly
Just last year the world took my fucking homie
And that left a hole in me honestly
Part of me lost a big pard of me you was a prodigy
Your fathers so Prada you g
And honestly it’s so shocking to me
I can’t believe it
They say look if you wanna see it
But I don’t wanna see it
So beat it
On the inside I feel so defeated
I do this shit for you chry
Without you there’s no me
It’s lonely
And I can’t help but accept it
Does it hurt I’ve accepted
That I won’t see you for a little minute

Yea I got my head all up in the stars
But im dreaming tonight
Yea I’m dreaming tonight
Yea I’m dreaming tonight
Yea im dreaming tonight