I wish I knew why I can’t stay clean
I try my hardest but my body’s so mean
And I wake up shaking and feeling like shit
But honestly I'm fine, maybe ill never quit

I wish I knew why I act so mean
When really I just want my heart to be seen
And I hate myself so I hate you too
But that didn’t make sense, and I didn’t think it through

Let me be me, and then you’ll see
Me at my wake, and it’ll be great
So dress me nice, try not to cry
I'll decay and detoxify

Let me be me, and then you’ll see
Me at my wake, and it’ll be great
So dress me nice, try not to cry
I'll decay and detoxify

I wish I knew why he didn't love me
Maybe my shitty personality
Maybe he could honestly
Get out of my head like its a bad dream

I wish I knew where my parents were now
And I wonder if they’d ever be proud
Of a fuck up like me, oh can’t they see
I'll never get over them abandoning me
So let me be me, and then you’ll see
Me at my wake, and it’ll be great
So dress me nice, try not to cry
I'll decay and detoxify

Let me be me, and then you’ll see
Me at my wake, and it’ll be great
So dress me nice, try not to cry
I'll decay and detoxify

Let me be me, and then you’ll see
Me at my wake, and it’ll be great
So dress me nice, try not to cry
Ill decay and detoxify

Let me be me, and then you’ll see
Me at my wake, and it’ll be great
So dress me nice, try not to cry
I'll decay and detoxify